Hanging In There

I'm hanging in there. Exhausted beyond all belief. A tad put out at the treatment i'm receiving from someone who i thought cared about me. But if i step back from the treatment issue, and i'm honest, i can't say it surprises me at all. Dunno why i let it get to me. You'd think i'd be used to it by now.
Dunno why i let people do that. Yeah, i do. I keep hoping things will be different, but so far, they haven't been. My neighbor things i'm paranoid, and that i should be more positive. She hates it when i make comments about my looks. i'm just being honest. i'm calling it like a see it and what i see keeps getting re-enforced by the way i'm treated.